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I just realized that it's been 3 months since my last post and that picture is from more than a year ago. Wow...time flies.
So...what is everybody up to?
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[21 Feb 2006|07:04am] |
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THis may or may not come as a surprise but i just pulled my first all nighter in university. I am majorly fucked in about 3.5 hours. I have an exam. For a class I never go to. For a class that I don't know how to study for. For a class I don't like. For a class I no longer need. For the love of God.
I just did an assignment...and I didn't know how to do the last part...so I'm not going to do it.
All this will be over in about 7.5 hours. ANd then I can get on with reading week. Oh man.
I don't even feel tired. I feel fucked for an exam.
There's a lot to talk about...KRISTEN CALL ME WOMAN!
I'm going to go get breakfast.
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[15 Feb 2006|07:10pm] |
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Since the last time I posted I managed to develop bronchitis and laryngitis...I also had a fever for 3 fucking days. So I didn't write my economics exam on saturday. Instead, I went home on Friday. I saw Ryan Saturday afternoon only after a lot of persuasion because I was in no mood and had no desire to become one with the human race. I got a ride back with my parents on Sunday. I wrote my exam yesterday and it was disastrous. It was not multiple choice like I was expecting...death. Anywya, I'm better now. Not fully recovered but better. And I haven't gone to class in a week because I'm a dirtbag. Reading Week is coming up. Call me.
But before then...I have a lifetime's worth of work to catch up on, an assignment to do that I don't get and two exams to study for. I love my life.
Yesterday was Valentine's day. It was good. NOthing happened but I liked that somewhere out there somebody was thinking of me and wishing that I was with them. Or maybe that was just me thinking of somebody and wishing that they were with me...whatever. Details.
Did I mention that I might get kicked out of MIT? Yeppers.
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[08 Feb 2006|01:04am] |
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In light of Reuben's comment from my previous entry I've decided to make THIS entry that you're reading right now because I think there might be a bit of a mixup.
All week I do the same thing. I go to class and then I study. I eat. I shower. I work out. I study. I try to sleep but I can't. That's it. And it's boring...and stressful. And I run the risk right now of getting kicked out of my program.
BUT...
On the weekends I get a break. I get to party and relax and NOT think about school. So really all week I look forward to getting sloppy. I don't post entries about my week because really nothing TOO big happens. Sometimes I get hit on or something stupid/funny happens but really it's mostly just boring. So that's probably why it seems like all I talk about is getting sloshed because really that's the only entertainment my life offers me.
ON THE OTHER HAND...
Yesterday Emily (a girl I live with) and I were going to the gym and talking about this really hot guy whom I think is the perfect male specimen. We said how funny it would be if we were to coordinate our workouts with his and well, "stalk" him. Lo and behold, HE WAS THERE! We spent a majority of our workout watching him while doing our sets. The best thing was when we went to do abs he was on the mat next to mine! He was grunting next to me!!!!!! Hotness! I know, sounds creepy, but if you ever saw this guy your eyeballs would have sex with him! <3 x10000000000
AND THEN...
Today, Emily and Meagan (my roommate) and I went to the gym (again). There's this really ripped guy that lives in Saugeen and he was at the gym as well. I went over to say hi and we chatted for a bit and this is how the conversating went: RIPPED GUY: So are you leaving or just getting in? PHOEBE: Oh, we're going downstairs to do abs RG: Well, it's too bad I can't be there but I'll be thinking about it all the time. ...uh...OMG! What?! If that's not a come on I don't know what is...but there was another one After we finished abs and were doing our stretches and getting ready to go home this other hot guy that's in Food and Nutrition walked by the mats. I was in downward dog position (if you don't know what that is...google it) and said hi but like looking at him inbetween my legs and this is what he says to me: "Hi Pheebs. I recognized you there by your tush." And then we walked upstairs into the weight room. Hoooooooooooooooooly. First off, who says the word "tush" anymore? And second, that comment made me kinda embarassed but kinda excited at the same time b/c that means (a) he was looking at my "tush" and (b) he has looked at my "tush" before...quite possibly enough times to recognize it! AHHHH!
SO...
That's about as exciting as my days get. OH...today at the floor meeting I farted THRICE and only Colleen heard. Wooh!
FINAL NOTE...
I am not a drunk. I have fun doing what I do and although sometimes the consequences aren't always so great it's still pretty fun. I just hope nobody reads this thing and thinks that they're better than me because they don't like doing the same things I do. They're not better -- just different. And really, if you've never gotten drunk at a party then you can't REALLY say that you don't need to drink to have a good time. I have fun even when I don't drink but everything is so much MORE fun while you're inebriated. I make decisions for myself the way I hope my friends make decisions for themselves. I hope people respect my choices instead of judging them because I always try to respect others' choices rather than judge them.
Perhpas, you (Justin, especially) are worried/concerned. Don't be. And if you're truly truly TRULY concerned leave me a little msn-thing and see how I'm doing...I love coming back from class to little flashing orange windows. Today my MSN was on for more than 13 hours so really, I'm online quite often.
And if this post isn't long enough to make up for the lack of postings lately than I don't know what will be! =D Now, I'm going to brush my teeth and go to bed and hopefully fall asleep. Feel free to leave comments...I love those too. Just not as much as I love little flashing orange windows.
and no this post is not directed at Reuben, or Justin, or anybody specific so DO NOT get excited like that...think of it as a reallllllllly long disclaimer
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[06 Feb 2006|12:45am] |
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FEB 3 -- KEGGER Fun fun fun at the kegger! For those of you that went to St.Joe's...I ran into Courtney Loveland AND BRITTANY RETTER! I wanted to die it was so funny. She's so...gross. Anyhow, fun night. Walked home...not so fun. Chilled with some guy named Greg b/c he walked me home.
FEB 4 -- MARDI GRAS Fun fun fun at the house party! Good times--saw tons of people. Parts of the night I can't remember but still fun fun fun! Cole walked me home! WET AND SLUSHY=GROSS!
Econ exam on Saturday...saturday night=sloshed.
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[03 Feb 2006|03:54pm] |
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Last Wednesday Wes and I went out for lunch because he was MIA at his own effing party. Good times. I love my buddy.
Last weekend I went home. Friday was Ryan's birthday night so that was really fun. Saturday had dinner with the family and then Ryan and I chilled again. Hit a zong a bunch of times with his brother. Ripped for the whole night. I greened out when I got home. All raisins -- so gross. Aside from how amazing things are with Ryan it was a pretty boring weekend.
This week has been kind of a waste. Semi-doing work but not really. Missed some classes which is disgusting but I'll deal. This weekend should be fun. Possibly a kegger tonight and then tomorrow Mardi Gras party on Bernard St.
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[22 Jan 2006|04:20pm] |
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This weekend has been pretty much the shitshow of my life.
KEGGER -- JAN 20TH So a bunch of us go to this kegger. I made friends with some people. It was fun. Talked to some guy Taylor. blah blah blah. Left at like 230 to come back and ended up drinking more and playing Duck Hunt for hours with Mathias. Couldn't get entry into my room because of bright lights so ended up sleeping on the foot of somebody's bed. So uncomfortable. Back in my room at like 9 and slept until 3. Rest of the day was a waste.
26ER -- JAN 21ST Tropical themed 26er. THe first one was awesome and this one was pretty dern good. Had a semi-confrontation with Steve (some guy I met last time). It was fun. ENough people...good times. That is until I got sick. Bad news. Everything is a bit of a blur. Slept until 3 again and the rest of today will probably be another big waste. I have so much work to do but I still feel nauseous and I think I can feel my liver throbbing inside my body.
Anyhow, I love partying. Minus the hangovers.
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[16 Jan 2006|04:14pm] |
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Been back here since the 8th! It's been quite the shitshow.
MOVE-IN DAY -- JAN 8th Moved in. Unpacked. Drank. Went up to BUpper and did some more drinking and hit some bowls. So fucked I couldn't even talk.
FIRST DAY OF CLASS -- JAN 9th Went to class. Got drunk. Went to the Phoenix. It sucked. I hate it when people leave without me. UGH.
JIM PHILLIPS' BIRTHDAY -- JAN 10th Got fucking stupid for Jim's birthday. 4 shots of rum and 5 shots of whiskey is bad news. Whiskey always makes me want to fight somebody. Good times anyway. I love Jim!
MAN HATE -- JAN 11th Wasn't supposed to drink but then got conned into it somehow. Not sloppy but buzzing quite steadily.
JAN 12th NO DRINKING!
BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION -- JAN 13th Got fucking sloshed to celebrate my birthday. Saw enough people at RUM RUNNERS (Aimee, Steph!). Got enough attention as well. haha...good times. Didn't want to wait for a cab so I got in a car with a complete stranger. Bad news but all is good.
RYAN -- JAN 14th and 15th Chilled with Ryan. It was good. I didn't want to be in res and didn't want to be at home so it was a good little escape.
JAN 15th Hit more bowls because we were doing the hang thing with somebody we never see on the floor. Good times.
JAN 16th I think i'm sick...and I want to die.
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[05 Jan 2006|06:10pm] |
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Thanks to everybody that wished me a happy birthday! It was definitely happy to say the least!
BIRTHDAY--DEC 24 I had work at 8:30, saw Justin and afterwards KO and I went for lunch and exchanged presents! YAY! Great minds think a like, what can i say! haha. After lunch, I went home and my parents threw me a dinner party thing so that was fun. Sat around and did nothing really until Ryan called. Went to the hotel and chilled and definitely had a happy birthday. Hardy har har.
CHRISTMAS--DEC 25 Pat's birthday. Opened presents. Went for lunch. Sat around and did nothing until it was time to go to my aunt's. Same shit, different year.
BOXING DAY--DEC 26 Kristen and I went to Yorkdale, The Eaton Centre and down Queen West and did some hearty shopping. Montreal shopping was pretty much covered. That night Ryan and I went out to celebrate my birthday. He bought me dinner and we did some drinking. We exchanged presents. We had a very good night and yes, it was a wonderful celebration. haha.
NICOLE'S BIRTHDAY--DEC 27
DEC 28
REUBEN'S BIRHTDAY--DEC 29 Worked, went to Pickle Barrel for Reuben's birthday. I like that I'm older than 2 people haha. Dinner was fun. Went home and then KO and I set off for Montreal!
MONTREAL--DEC 30 In line for the bus, we meet these girls that know my roommate! COOLSKIS! It was good times. We also ran into the (faux) backstreet boys. But that's not too important. We get to our hotel at like 7am thinking we just drop our stuff off and wander until its time to check in. BUT OH! they had an extra room so we got to check in early...:( Imagine the shittiest room ever and turn it down like 50 million degrees is our room. It smelt like...funny. We slept, went for lunch and did some shopping. SHopping was good times, no word of a lie. Had dinner at a really nice place. Went back to the hotel, napped, got ready and did the barhop which was actually a waste. Ran into the girls we met in line for the bus in the line for THe Vatican so we cut in with them and their friends. After 4 shots and 3 drinks for me...KO and I were having a very good time. Some stuff happened and met a psycho girl who should have never been let out of the cage but whatever. Got home at 7AM and went to bed.
MONTREAL/NEW YEAR'S EVE--DEC 31 Woke up at 1PM-ish. Had lunch, sat around, did some semi-shopping, had dinner and then went back to the hotel to get ready. Took forever to hail a cab but eventually we got to Club Soda. Fucking amazing night. 5 shots and 4 drinks (I think) later I realized that if this was any indication of what 2006 was going to be like then I was in for a good year. God bless America, hardy har har. Got home at 8AM.
MONTREAL/NEW YEAR'S DAY--JAN 1 Packed and left for the bus station. Ran into the girls again and cut in line so we could get on the bus. Passed out and got home by like 3PM-ish. Did fuck all for the rest of the day except sleep.
AIMEE'S BIRTHDAY--JAN 2 Ryan and I chilled. Good times, to say the least.
JAN 3
JAN 4
JAN 5
As you can see I haven't done anything since I got back from Montreal. I leave on Sunday so come on people, let's do the hang thing.
Good Lord, I need to start studying! AHCK!
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[24 Dec 2005|12:48am] |
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As of 48 minutes ago I am now an adult meaning...
*Not only can I buy porn, I can make it *I can purchase lottery tickets *I will be voting in the next federal election *If somebody pisses me off I can go register for a firearm and shoot them *If I make the aforementioned actions I will be tried as an adult and not a young offender *Wait, so that would make me an old offender? *I may not be able to drink in the province of Ontario but I am most definitely of legal drinking age in the grand old province of Quebec -- Montreal HOLLER *Inking can now commence without having to go to a sketch place or make friends with somebody who will "do" me in the privacy of their own home
I can't think of any other cool things about turning 18 but that seems like a pretty hearty list right there.
I have work at 8:30AM on my BIRTHDAY! Oh work!
My mind is spinning but today's my birthday so I refuse to make room for that sort of stuff on my day.
P.S. Montreal in 6 DAYS! Now what you know about that?!
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[20 Dec 2005|01:18pm] |
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HOME
I worked yesterday Ttoday work 4-10 Wednesday 930-1 (Downtown afterwards?) Thursday 4-Whenever Friday I can't remember Saturdaybirthday 830-2 (Lunch with KO afterwards)
So fill in the spaces folks because I'm back!
And so who's going to Montreal? I AM! And who else is going to Montreal? KO IS! And what does that mean exactly? It means two hot, young women getting sloppy ass drunk and living it up in Montreal for 3 days -- that's what!
Shopping needs to continue.
4 DAYS
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[18 Dec 2005|03:50am] |
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I AM COMING HOME!
I can now start counting the hours
6 days!
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[15 Dec 2005|02:59pm] |
And since I haven't posted pictures in a while...here you go!
I think I remember how to do a cut...
( Semester 1 )
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[15 Dec 2005|02:47pm] |
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3 out of 4 exams done! And my last exam will be a joke because I'm doing well in that class...can we say no pressure? NO PRESSURE.
I just spent the last 2 days semi-committing suicide. How? Well, let me explain. Tuesday I was up until 3AM Wednesday morning studying for Critical Thinking. I got 4 hours of sleep. Thank God I think I did well. I came back and slept for a bit but not nearly enough. Wednesday I studied for Media in Society (MIT025, for those of you in-the-know) and was in bed by 11:30PM. Couldn't sleep because (a) my neighbours were screaming (b) somebody randoms were slamming doors for no reason -- I hate randoms and (c) reasons a and b. I ended up falling asleep around 3 and got about 4 hours of sleep again. So there you go. And today I thought I was going to punch somebody but I didn't because I have self control and I value my life.
Boys are funny. Monday night I had a visitor and that was cool and at the same time somebody was trying to talk to me. Either I get nothing or I get more than I need. Oh boys. Age changes nothing that's what I've learned.
I cannot wait to come home. There are too many people I am so excited to see. YAY! Home! Come on Sunday!
Birthday in 9 DAYS...love it.
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[12 Dec 2005|07:34pm] |
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since my last update the following things have happened:
-i (somehow) managed to finish my film sequence analysis + essay -i also finished my comp sci project -i've spent way too much time in this chair studying for exams -i wrote one exam..cockenomics. i either did amazing or failed -i've been studying for the 3 other exams i have to write
-man drama follows me everywhere--why can't guys just be normal? stop lying, be straightforward and have some fun. is it too much to ask?
oh boys.
i <3 my engineering friends...what to do without them? nothing.
and now i must go back to studying
my birthday is in 12 days and i will be home on the 18th!!!
oh home.
OH and i haven't been able to eat and sleep thanks to stress.
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[30 Nov 2005|10:50pm] |
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Since my last update I...
-Went home from the 18th-20th and chilled with Brian, Justin, Marissa, Vince and Lillian and saw Reuben -I went to Saugeen's Semi-Formal and that was jokes -I got sloppy Saturday night after seeing Annie at the Grand Theatre and having dinner at Bertoldi's with my cousin Barbara and her friend Heather
-Ryan and I have been talking...it's been interesting. He makes me mad sometimes but then again, it's kinda nice just to have somebody to talk to -I find nobody and everybody attractive...being deprived of some good lovin' is bad for one's health
-School will be the death of me -- it's official
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[16 Nov 2005|10:26pm] |
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Saturday: Economics bent me over and made me take it. It was that bad. 26-er party was amazing! I loved seeing those guys and it was just an amazing fun time
Sunday: Got a ride back from the party in the morning Came back and there was somebody in my bed...not impressed Wrote the worst essay ever
Monday: Got my Film essay back...that was shit Had training at 730
now to the good part... Tuesday: Ryan broke up with me over MSN. So not cool. I don't think it has really hit me just yet. BUT... I do live in Saugeen-Maitland Hall where only the finest of the finest reside so I think I'll be just fine.
KO... MONTREAL MUST HAPPEN!!!
38 days!
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[11 Nov 2005|03:55pm] |
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5 Random Things...
1. I get the best sleep in class...especially during Critical Thinking because the lecture theatre is so warm and the class is so big.
2. Farts and burps are really funny to me and I'm not shy about letting either one rip...haha.
3. I take pictures because I always think that I'm going to forget what happened. Or I get scared that it will be the last time I see somebody.
4. When I'm stressed I clean because it makes me feel like I have control over something. Or I cut my nails.
5. I love the way the smells of deodorant (speed stick), soap (irish spring) and skin (Ryan) mix.
I got tagged 3 times...does that mean i have to do this 2 more times??
I tag Kristen, Nicole and zig_mover (I know your name, i just can't think of it...neil?)
*******
In other news, Economics exam tomorrow. Death comes swiftly. Getting sloppy afterwards. 26-er party!!!
Home next weekend, who wants to go shopping? (KO i'm looking at you)
43 days i think
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[08 Nov 2005|04:14pm] |
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THis weekend was pretty damn good...HOME!
Friday Had Brittany's birthday dinner at Montana's and it was so funny when they sang happy birthday to her. She's 10 now, I feel so old. Afterwards, Ryan and I went to Rogers and saw Nicole (HI NICOLE!) and it took us forever to pick a movie like it does everytime we go. He bought Boondock Saints and some Incubus thing and we rented Robots as well. We watched the Incubus thing and Boondock Saints. Both were pretty damn good. We had a good night and things are cleared up for now.
Saturday Got my hair done. Went shopping. KO and I went to go see Jarhead. I'm still deciding how I feel about it. Ryan and I met up afterwards. I ran into Janice at Tim Horton's and her cousin left the headlights on so the battery was dead so Ryan saved the day. Or something like that. After that Ryan and I chilled with Johnny (his friend) and Dane (his brother). We had a nice night again.
Sunday Lunch, Robots, back to school.
I did no work over the weekend and no work yesterday. So far today I've done no work as well. I have an exam on Saturday. Kill me.
And I think they call this happiness...
45 days
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